I have gone down a slippery slope and cant seem to rise out of it. I own a 3 family home and one of my tenants was cruel. I needed to evict her and a friend and I chose to vandalize my home in order to get her out. He cut the pipe to the 3rd floor which had the water go down to the basement. So I committed insurance fraud and didn't get convicted. That is one thing.
The same man that cut the pipes has conned me out of 28000 dollars and I paid men to go beat him up to get my money back.
Another man conned me into investing 10,000 into a scam and I desperately want to pay someone to beat him up.

I don't think the things I have done have been the worse thing. I think my lack of faith that God is taking care of me is the sin. I have been a Christian for over 40 years and know and have experience better than this.

How and why I let the enemy in is a puzzle because I have never been one for things that money can buy. So I am confessing my sin of fear mostly and asking for prayer for faith which will lead to peace. Allow me to forgive these 2 men and forgive myself for falling into the enemy's trap.


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