Alabama

I am going through terrible and painful health issues and a husband that basically demanded today that because I cannot have sex I should let him have sexual relations with others because the sacrifice is too much for him. He has a brain disorder and I am beginning to think he has early onset dementia but because of it he is angry demanding and embarrassing lately he is annoyed by me while talking up other women. I am seeing some evil and scary porn sites on his computer that is worrying ke and to be honest I have never ever contemplated suicide as much as I have lately. I have an upcoming major surgery that could fix fix my chronic pain co ndition or make it worse and part of me thinks it would be better if I did not survive but I know I need to be here for my daughter who is also chronically depressed. I need a miracle and I need a friend but no one around me can be trusted as a confidant and my husband sees it but I think he wishes I would die(has even lied to his emotional affairs that I am dying) I need God to move now because I feel so alone and trapped. Iran an emotional wreck and Indo not know what to do. Please pray for me because I am losing all hope.


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