Dayton, OH

I have great fear of doctors and treatments since I watched my daughter die of breast cancer. I loved her so much, and as I was standing over her as she was dying, she let me know silently that she couldn’t see a way out. I lost another child when he was 22 to a drunk driver. I feel like I can’t get past the trauma of all of this to be brave like God would want me to be. Now I haven’t been well, but I want to live. Will you pray for my restoration, so I can be a blessing to my grandson and my wonderful husband, and my one remaining daughter. I feel like I’ve made bad decisions that have hurt me. I hope that I can chan ge all of this and continue to live. Thank you so much for your prayers.

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One Response to “Dayton, OH”

  1. I will pray for you. I have lost all my family members but one , who is not well. I think that when we lose those we love it leaves a big hole, that cannot be filled. It seems you feel guilty for feeling this way. It is hard to live in the moment, which is what God says to do. The past is gone, the future not yet. So now is all we have. Still part of us, especially for a mother , parent. You have suffered the greatest loss. BUT, you are so very lucky to have others to love and share with. If you can stop feeling quit for your loss, and live in this moment loving those you still have, who could be taken any minute. No guilt, love, live now for you and them, those not here and those who are. Good luck and God’s blessings.

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