Just went to counseling for the fist time with my boyfriend of 2.5 years. Major issues for us both growing up. We both are like these little kids in these 40 year old bodies– we were both severely abused physically, sexually, mentally, spiritually and emotionally and as we try to go forward in love–we both get triggered by things. WE NEED GODS HELP. We are both believers and know CHRIST, HIS BLOOD, the HOLY SPIRIT, the FATHER! — certainly.. what God has brought together let no man tear apart. (even the enemy of our past!) I sit here in tears after another outburst from him– it can be very HARD to ride out and not RUN!!!!!! Love is pati ent, love is kind– I keep trying to think good things as the Word says to do. Edify– don’t give up. Don’t flight or fight but it’s so hard cause this protector in me wants to rise up and remove any possible threat of hurt or heartache, you know? Sometimes I just wish God would come get me cause life has been so hard. I’m sober, I’m seeking– and it’s like I’ll never get out of this….. satan is a liar! God is able to do exceedingly and abundantly above all we could ever ask, think or imagine!

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